From the recording Mechanical Heart
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Haven’t slept in three damn days
Teeth feel like they’re full of wires
Phone is full of unread fights
Can’t remember who I fired
Staring at the bathroom sink
Wonder how far I can fall
Tripping over laundry piles
Like they’re fucking prison walls
[Chorus]
I’m cracked
Like glass on the bathroom floor
Can’t act
Like I haven’t been here before
Brain screaming, skin peeling
Heart hitting the fucking door
I’m cracked
And I’m begging for one breath more
[Verse 2]
Coffee tastes like burned-out dreams
Hands are shaking, neck is tight
Talking to my own reflection
Like, “You gonna make it through the night?”
Scroll, scroll, see their perfect lives
Perfect teeth and perfect highs
I’m a glitch in every frame
Lip is bleeding while I smile
[Chorus]
I’m cracked
Like glass on the bathroom floor
Can’t act
Like I haven’t been here before
Brain screaming, skin peeling
Heart hitting the fucking door
I’m cracked
And I’m begging for one breath more
[Bridge]
Yeah, I said I’m fine, I lied
Every word a loaded gun
Kissing all my fucking scars
Naming each and every one
If I make it through this hour
Swear I’ll crawl toward the sun
But right now I’m on the tiles
Coming totally undone (oh god)
[Chorus]
I’m cracked
Like glass on the bathroom floor
Can’t act
Like I haven’t been here before
Brain screaming, skin peeling
Heart hitting the fucking door
I’m cracked
But I’m reaching for one breath more